I was a guy who trusted and loved
my ex more than anything in this world
– even more than my parents.
If you are one of those idiots like
me, here is your chance to correct
yourself. My lover used to ask me
‘njanille?’ (in malayalam
- a south indian language) –
which means “Am I not there
for you?” when ever I was in
some pain or trouble. After the breakup,
my friends started to make fun of
me changing it to “Njanillleeee!!!!!”
– meaning “I’m not
there at all”. During our three
years relationship, she made me truly
believe that she’ll be with
me till the end of the grave. It used
to give me lot of joy at that time.
But now when I look back, all I have
is a smile on my face.
Spend time praying to god than lamenting
on your loss. Let HIM guide you, let
HIM love you. Your ex might have been
like honey for you. But what lies
beneath the outer honey is something
that only the creator knows. You will
receive all the answers you want,
only from the one who weigh the hearts.
He will bring people and situations
that can give you the answers you
need. Depend truly on the omnipotent.
Give no other, any place even near
to Him.
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